Sarah O'Connor

Writer – Playwright – Cannot Save You From The Robot Apocalypse

On Monday it was raining, absolutely pissing outside. My room faces the east and I’ve always liked that when there’s a storm I’m the first to hear it. Waking up to the rain wasn’t a bad thing, only shocking because I had fallen asleep to it the night before. I wasn’t expecting all the rain. I don’t think most people were.

I didn’t work until the afternoon that day so I took my time getting ready. I ate my breakfast, I did my daily tarot reading, I chose what I was going to wear to work. But as I was getting ready to write before my shift my dad asked me to search a phone number for him. He told me that there was an animal crying across the street, something stuck in the fence. He couldn’t see what it was, just a gray body, but that he wanted to call Animal Control to see if they could help it.

The SPCA should be the first choice, but we have lost a lot of respect for them. Years ago my dad found a hurt groundhog while he was walking, found a payphone1, and called the SPCA to come and help it. The SPCA told him that the groundhog wasn’t a priority so they would get there when they could. My dad stayed with the groundhog for two hours and the SPCA still hadn’t shown up. I don’t think they ever did. When I called them about a dove sitting in our garden on its last breath they said the animal was, again, not a priority. I know of an old fox that haunts a building, the poor thing covered with mange. A worker in the building has called the SPCA asking them to come and help the fox, but they replied that unless the fox was on death’s door they would not be coming.

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I’m very grateful to the Literary Review of Canada for reaching out to me to review Sarah Henstra’s newest novel The Lost Tarot. Read my full review on their Substack, Bookworm!

“I wish I imagined things less. I don’t know what’s real and what isn’t. I do think I am capable of doing something bad…I’m worried that at any moment, I am liable to be taken over by my parasite, and that I will hurt someone,” (Austin 43).

Enid’s trying her best. She’s reconnecting with her estranged half-sisters after her absent father’s death, calling her mom to tell her interesting facts about space when she isn’t wearing lipstick, has somehow found herself in a relationship with a woman who’s wife she was seeing without knowing they were married, and she thinks she might be being stalked by a bald man. Enid has a phobia of bald men, and the things she’s experiencing match up with the true crime podcasts she listens to. Still, Enid tries, but she’s struggling. She doesn’t understand how everyone else around her seems to have their lives sorted out. Continue reading

I’m very grateful to the Literary Review of Canada for reaching out to me to review Secret Sex ed. by Russell Smith. Read my full review on their website, or in print!

I received this book from The Next Best Book Club in exchange for an honest review.

“The truth is, the truth is, the truth is, I am fertile with pain,” (Robinson 53, “The Rabbits”).

The Ill-Fitting Skin is a fantastic short story collection! Most of the stories follow women in various stages of their lives: mothers, partners, young children, and all of them have some trouble coming to terms with themselves. This appears in different ways, like how they can be good mothers, reconciling with their pasts, feeling unfulfilled in their life but uncertain how to become fulfilled. Each story is different with similar threads that bind them together. Robinson’s writing is strong and her characters are wonderfully developed. I can’t wait to read more of her work!

Read my full thoughts on each of the stories below: Continue reading

“The truth is I hate keep secrets. I always have. All they really do is tear people apart,” (Derrick 1).

Eighteen-year-old Stevie and Nora have a deep, true, heart-stopping kind of love, and they also have a plan. In just a few weeks they’re going to leave their ultra-conservative town and their parents and move to California where they can be out and in love without any fear. But all of that changes after Stevie has a terrible fall and loses two years of her life, including memories of Nora and coming to terms with her sexuality. Stevie doesn’t understand why her parents are so distant, why her friends seem strange, or dating a boy she doesn’t remember having a crush on. Will Nora and Stevie find themselves back to each other and start their epic love again? Continue reading

“Forgetting was just another way of leaving, and everybody left eventually,” (Jackson 289).

Sixteen-years-ago Rachel Price vanished, leaving her two-year-old daughter Bel in the backseat of their car with no memories of who took her. Now eighteen, Bel is a part of a documentary talking about the case and how Rachel’s disappearance has affected her, though she really wishes everyone would forget about her, Bel certainly has. But that changes when Rachel reappears at Bel and her father’s doorstep with an unbelievable story of where she’s been, unbelievable because Bel doesn’t believe it. Something isn’t right about Rachel or her story and with the help of one of the documentary crew, Bel is going to find out what that is so that her life can return to normal, with just her and her dad. Continue reading

A few weeks ago I bought a notebook at a local witch store. I’d admired it online for awhile but could never bring myself to buy it because the shop is in the U.K. which meant I’d have to deal with exchange rates and shipping. The cover of the notebook shows a brown rabbit circled with stars with it’s paw on an open pomegranate, “The Empress” written below it. It was part of the company, Fable England’s, Tarot Tales collection which was illustrated by Jessica Roux, an artist I admire and who’s oracle deck I already own. So when the witch store near me got it in stock I naturally bought it, convincing myself that I was saving money because I didn’t have to pay an exchange rate or shipping.

I don’t really know what drew me to the notebook. Roux’s illustrations are always stunning, but when it comes to the Major Arcana I’ve always felt more drawn to the Strength card than any other. Roux had even illustrated a Strength design, but it didn’t hold my attention like The Empress did. While I’m happy to see rabbits hopping along on lawns, munching on grass now that the weather is getting nicer I don’t have a kinship to them. I like drinking pomegranate juice and the symbolism it has to Persephone, but otherwise I can’t think of any reason I’d be drawn to it this time when I never have before. When I bought the notebook I also bought a mystery pack, and in the mystery pack I received a tarot pin, also of the Empress.

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I received this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

“To grieve is to rot from the inside out,” (Pedersen).

Estranged from his family for twenty-years, Nick Morrow returns to Stag Crossing, his family’s farmhouse in rural Nebraska, after receiving a call from his abusive father telling him he’s dying. But Nick isn’t the only one invited back, his older brother Joshua and wife Emilia are also welcome back after Joshua was exiled out of the family for marrying an Asian woman. But tensions are high between the Morrows as they return to their homestead, and as Nick comes to term with his past he also becomes familiar with Emilia in dangerously frightening ways. Continue reading

I received this book from Simon and Schuster Canada in exchange for an honest review.

“Now I’m coming to think that I don’t want anything to do with heroes, ever again,” (Beagle 162).

Gaius Aurelius Constantine Heliogabalus Thrax (or Robert, as he prefers to be called) has taken over his recently deceased’s father’s dragon extermination business. In the kingdom of Bellemontagne, dragons are equivalent to pests ranging from mouse-sized to monstrous. But Robert hates his job, he feels a love and kinship to the dragons he is hired to kill and wishes he could be a valet to a prince instead of the exterminator he is. But he must keep with his duties when the Princess Cerise hires him to clean out her parent’s castle of dragons in order to impress Prince Reginald of Corvinia, whom she hopes to marry, while Prince Reginald hopes to do something heroic that will (finally) make his father proud of him. As Robert, Cerise, and Reginald’s stories intertwine, questions of duty, fate, and heroism pop-up as they wonder if their lives are as predetermined as they once thought. Continue reading